Finn Wolfhard had a whole range of emotions about where his Stranger Things character, Mike Wheeler, ends up after the Netflix hit’s fifth and final season. “I was so happy with his ending, and, I don’t know, I was satisfied, but I was also very confused and sad but also very happy,” the actor told People in a recent interview.

“I felt like I was in a dream or something. None of it felt real. I don’t know, it felt perfect,” added Wolfhard. Now 22, Wolfhard was 13 when he began playing Mike on Stranger Things, which debuted in 2016. He’s since grown up onscreen with co-stars Millie Bobby Brown, Noah Schnapp, Gaten Matarazzo, Caleb McLaughlin and Sadie Sink.